Japanese lullabies
forgotten promises
remembering what it feels like
taking it all back
Tsuki wa itsumo watashi o daun sa semasu!
(December always brings me down)
5 months ago - 
1 -
1 - the tear stained cheek turns around
wondering what it felt.
it’s been a long time, but…
first love never die.
10 months ago - 1 -
1 - The Civil Wars-Falling
is it the beginning of the end
or is it the abomination of my actions
that leads to this extinction
long before all of that
i was happy and she was too
I don’t know what the hell happen?
it’s eating me alive
as days go by
my heart grows cold
my soul is in a coma
can’t stop this
I’m turning
to something i hated the most
a monster that has no soul
the villain of the story is me:(
11 months ago - 1 -
1 - Death Cab For Cutie-The New Year
Another year
expecting things
to be done
the right way
lacking effort
holding back
forgetting everything
a brand new year
brings hope and uncertainty
twenty twelve
it’s beautiful after the end
1 year ago - 6 -
6 - On the back of the riddler’s chair,
there’s written a lullaby.
It sounded like bugs and bees
on a summer’s night.
It was calm. It was pure.
Yet it was never read,
it was never there at all.
Think twice, said the riddler’s child.
We The Kings-Don’t Speak Liar
this will be the last time
love will shine
cause we both know
the end is nearing
burying the lies and deceit
forever shutting our eyes
as we say goodbye
sorrow and false promises
in the land of the lost
into the nothing
you and I fade away
to the blackness
of our own shadow
All will be forgiven in time
The Cure-Cut Here
you again
not again
this is not supposed to happen
a misshapen thought
that should be forgotten
bent and buried
inside my head
dreading the moment
erasing memories
on the edge of disappointment
will i ever be happy?
1 year ago - 1 -
1 - [unexpected assault]
the song turned itself up.
the universe smiled.
now gravity moves.
defied it once. twice. thrice.
failing, intentional -
we always knew,
yet, a surprise.
i guess we always knew.
ジ-ナ
Someone Like You by Adele
Bittersweet
Midnight calls
Senseless talks
Pointless laughs
Adorable gigglesWarm hugs
Sweet kisses
Knowing stares
Sugar painted mockeriesLong walks
Countless poems
Silent whispers
Lingering touchesI gazed upon the stars
A tear fell
Those were once mine
They now belong to her
1 year ago - 7 -
7 - Summer’s gone
like a love lost
on a winter’s day
all I can do is sigh
and think about
what might have been
no need to imply anything
i know it already
right from the very start
I could never have your heart
but can you forgive me?
for waiting for you?
Pointing finger’s now a history,
crooked teeth and copper feet
lazy day, my hair turns gray.
broken down
kick to the curb
washed away all the dreams
by the violent waves
be brave and strong
it wont be be long
the sun will rise again
Tsuyoi Nippon ga!
A lost cause
no need to give me a sign
the stars will always remain
unforgettable
Te no todokanai….
(out of reach)
Chicosci- Breathe Again
2 years ago - 1 -
1 - where are thee
waiting for something
something that’s awaiting
when will this moment come
time that’s self-consuming
but not enough that’s looming
till there’s no time left to kill
wondering when it’ll be
just this bed, you and me
i will now count to three.
~black.star~
One foe beneath the surface rejoices when you cry -
Wait for the june to waltz
Wait for the spring to break
Wait when one cannot pry
Oh holiday, Oh holiday.
